Working on a New Attitude

I am not how long this will last but I am working on a change of attitude so far I really fail at it. When I think I have it figured out, some nut yanks the rug from under me. The funny part is some times that nut is me. Brilliant! I take great pleasure in causing my own downfall or at least I think I do because I do it all the time. I suppose one of these days I will learn not to sabotage myself but until then I will just keep trying. I did however do something I have never done before. I apologized to someone when I realized that I had made a mistake and the mistake was almost a mouth ago. Normally I would have let it go, hoping they would not notice. Today, I was a big girl and owned up to my mistake. Now, if I could learn to not make as many mistakes this might be easier. Well, I should turn in for the night. Sleep well.