Decisions, Decisions, Decisions

Making decisions is all that we have been doing lately. Do I stay at my current university? Do I enroll at another one closer to the city? Do we move up to the city or stay here? Yes, being an adult is not for the indecisive. It is not that I do not want to make the decisions, I would like them to be a little less difficult. When I think I have made a decision something comes along and I start to doubt myself. I am sure this in not new to being human but I remember a time when I was not so self doubting but I also remember a time when I was even more doubtful. And I now have another person to consider when I make a decision, which complicates matters. I do not think that it is a bad deal, it is just new to me. Even after five years of marriage I have not gotten used to making decisions as a family. Anyway that is enough of that. As of this semester I am a senior! I cannot believe it! I maybe in a classroom sooner than I was thinking. Let us pray for my future students and myself. Let's change the world together.

Hi My Name is Michele and It Has Been Four Months Since My Last Post

It is eleven o'clock on a Saturday night and I am sitting with my MacBook on my old school desk wondering what should I write about today. I am drawing a blank. In my personal life there is not much to see. And when you look into the world there is so much to see. There is the fighting in Ukraine, the over two hundred kidnapped Nigerian girls, and the list goes on. It makes you think that whatever you have to say is not going change much. I am not having a pity party for myself, more like wondering where my place is in the violent, scary world. How to reconcile my happy go lucky life with the world around me. At eleven o'clock at night, I probably should be sleeping but the thoughts are still running through my mind.