So the Plan was . . .

Today I planned not to leave the apartment. That part of the plan was successful. The other part of the plan, not as successful. I did get laundry done, the bedroom vacuumed, dishes, etc. What I did not get done was writing a letter to a friend, cleaning up the "home office," writing post cards, etc. And it is not that I did not have the time. I simply did not focus on those things. Which leads me to my main issue in life . . . lack of focus. That is why I have an uncompleted Bachelor's degree, scrapbook things everywhere but in a scrapbook. I am smiling as I type this but it is a sad state of affairs for someone who is thirty-two years. I know it sounds like I am being hard on myself but I am not depressed or feeling unworthy, I find interesting that I start a lot of "projects" that never seem to make it to the end. The only things that ever do seem to make it are things I label obligatory. Which is not all bad but some of those things are not necessary or obligatory by any means. Anyway, off my preaching to myself. Hopefully tomorrow I will finish some projects so I can start on some new ones. I do have a birthday party tomorrow. Hopefully that will be enough of a break to get me motivated both before and after the party.