Looking at the Calendar . . .

So I am looking at our calendar for the rest of this month and it looks pretty normal. We have a little over four months until we are leaving. Yes, I know this is the Army we are talking about and it could change but I am pretty sure this PCS is a go. Back to the calendar . . . I could be busy everyday of the week if I wanted to. And there is a part of me that wants to be that busy but there is another part of me that says what for? Most of the activities would be as part of the local church ministries. Which is great but I cannot bring myself to do it. My husband was going to post on a social networking site  telling the church to please give his wife back. I am not really sure how I feel about that either. It is one big confusion after another. I love the work and ministry I do at the church but I think I am over doing it just a bit. Maybe with a little prayer and running, I will get it all straightened out in my heart and brain.